I guess I wasn't looking for a Man, I was just looking for a replacement for a friend, for a father. When I look back, I guess I never loved anybody. Not like this. And I don't think I can love a man again.
How can someone love someone so broken? I thought it happened in movies only. Or the novels of Nicholas Sparks. 🤗 Yup that was my favorite novelist back in the day. I was in love with the idea of Love. I had some great movie evenings with my friends in college.
When I asked my friend, I never had a friend like myself. She was very unhappy about the comment, she said we all are going through something. So we should be kind. At that time, I had a lot of resentment for almost everybody. I felt alone, and unwanted.
I'm the same woman now, and I finally know my worth. I no longer need any approval from anybody now. I Love myself. And you should love yourself too. You are too critical about yourself, maybe due to some trauma you never told me about. I can wait.
Forever
Kx.
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