I can actually control my emotions now, though not fully, but I'm getting there. I cried twice yesterday, but not how I used to cry. It was only because I had to, do you know what tears are? When our bodies cannot hold our emotions, they release through tears. That's all. One should not cry all the time. It is abnormal. Glad I'm getting better.
So my love, 😈 what is up with you? Having fun on your own? Poor you, 🤣🤣 how sad it is to live alone, despite having a partner like me. Very sad!!
I prayed to God, I no longer want to cry, I've had enough, now I've no PMS symptoms, except Acne. I guess, I got my wish. 🥳
Yesterday, I watched an animated movie, Princess and The Pea. And I started to think, was the Pea actually a symbol of something, or just a Pea literally? How can someone actually feel a Pea, in the mattresses piled over each other? And why did the Princess agreed to sleep like that? Was she not suffocated? I know I would be.
I'm a Princess too. ☺️ Not that I'm bragging about it. Once my Daddy brought me a doll, it had super long hair like Rapunzel, and she had this ballet dress, and shoes. My daddy loved it when I changed her clothes to more fancy ones. He said, now that's what you call a dress. Now I remember, she looked like the Sugar Plum Princess, from the Barbie movies. And it was the same doll, that made me a Fashionista.
I didn't realize back then, as a child why people want, what I have. It's simple, I had the best, and nobody else could afford it. Yup, that was the problem.
I'm just taking my time off, before I actually take off, and I will never land this time. I have decided to elevate, so people can see me from a distance. They won't be able to take my energy again.
Forever
Kx.
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